And since then it has rained ... and rained ... and rained.
The day before, I gave thanks for my family, new opportunities, plans ... and the unconditional love that seemed to be permeating the gathering.
Then all hell broke loose.
First the yard flooded. Just like every time it has ever rained at this house. Then somehow the bathrooms were overflowed. Water was sloshing around under the floors. In both downstairs bathrooms ... and the hall.
It made no sense where all of the water was pooling.
Give thanks ... with a grateful heart ... give thanks to the holy One ...
The song had been playing as an undercurrent in my heart for days. By Saturday, when the second backflow-flooding took place ... it was becoming harder and harder ... to sing along.
And the rain kept falling ... and falling.
Dry inside but there was no toilet flushing ... showering ... laundering ... going on this weekend as we waited for the water to recede once again.
Everyone decided to attend church. A new song filled my heart ... Your glory is so beautiful!
Lost in the singing ... eyes closed ... I offered up my silent prayer.
Lord, I am weary and overwhelmed. The rain's are falling and the darkness is beginning to surround me. Speak directly into my life. I need to hear You. Show me Your glory!
The message was about being content no matter what the circumstances. Brother Del took a jab at "choosing happy". He shared some archaic philosophical writings that had to do with eliminating desires and emotions ... likening it to the propensity of ... choosing happy.
Choosing happy ... saved my life. I believe it's possible to choose happy ... without giving up my desires or my emotions ... by faith and acceptance of God's will for my life.And still it rained. And rained. And rained.
Maintain. That was the best I could muster ... the rest of the day.
Progress was made with the floors drying. An ongoing battle with the antenna ensued.
Snow was falling in Denver as I struggled to catch a glimpse of a beautiful young friend at the stadium ... only a week or so into her newest adventure.
A random personal connection keeps me from ever pulling for the Patriots. And the MJ in me always pulls for the underdog. So I was trying to get lost in the game ... with the second string quarterback ... the game that was declared "over" here on the home front within the first 3 minutes.
Faith. Persistence. Courage. That's what brought the Broncos into overtime ... to a truly miraculous win ... against the unbeaten Super Bowl champions.
Their victory helped to keep my feelings of defeat at bay ... a little.
Today. Still raining.
There was nothing that I had to do today ... so I decided to just lay low. Stay home.
Around 3 o'clock, I decided that I would slip out to the bank and grocery store.
Just a quick trip to nearby and neighborly places.
Stopped at the stoplight in the center of town. There was big Ford truck in front of me. A sedan-like car in front of him.
Light turns green. Sedan moves forward. Truck moves forward. I take my foot off the brake and ease forward. Sedan slams on brakes. Truck slams on brakes. I slam on brakes ... slip and slide into the trailer hitch of the truck.
Sedan drives off. Truck moves into a parking lot. I pull in, too. Nice young man jumps out apologizing for stopping so abruptly.
"We were barely moving, there's no damage to my truck" he says. "Is your car ok?"
I had to laugh. Of course, there's damage to my car. It's an Audi with plastic parts.
Limped over to see my friends at the body shop. On the way the coolant light came on and by the time I stopped there steam was blowing out from under the hood.
So, yeah, there's body damage ... to the front ... again. And possibly a radiator to be replaced.
As my body shop friend drove me home, he shared his Thanksgiving weekend story. It's not really my story to tell ... but it had to do with an out-of-town relative making a parking garage out of the recently completed addition to his home.
Somehow I felt a little better. And I know that he shared his sad story with me ... for that very reason.
A conversation with my brother ... who is also one of my best friends ... brought perspective to the situation as well. Bottomline is ... it's only money.
Our conversations always bounce back and forth between what's going on in his life and what's going on in mine. It was interesting to me that he asked me if I ever had any fears?
Funny, I thought I had always taken my fears to him.
Anyway, he helped me to stop and smile at all of the signs that God sends me ... to show me that He's always near ... and in control.
When I gathered my things from my car this afternoon, I looked down on the driver side floorboard. There was a penny. Just laying there. It wasn't there when I left home. My purse was on the passenger seat so there's no way it fell out on impact.
The penny ... in-God-we-trust-side up ... caught me by surprise. Just like so many other times.
I shared that with my brother. I told him that it was a reminder of how God always shows up ... in small ways ... in big ways.
He said I should take a few minutes and make a list of things I was grateful for right now. It sounded like something I would tell him to do. I am the Gratitude Challenge promoter extraordinaire, after all.
Today I am thankful for a brother who is also a friend; a God who never leaves my side; the best friends in the universe; and a faith that allows me to accept the setbacks with confidence and grace.
The weatherman on the radio says there will be sunshine tomorrow before returning to the music.
Do you hear what I hear? A song. A song. Is ringing through the night. It will bring us goodness and light.
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November 2015
